For which I do apologise, especially to Zippy who keeps requesting one.
Sadly, I just cannot bring myself to go into great detail about the many things that have happened, or are happening, or will happen shortly. There's just so much.
But, hmm, I'll see what I can do just to start things off with.
First, yes, Zippy :) We've been going out over 4 months now, and things are pretty good. Since she's a young'un (20...) she's down in London for the summer right now deluged by obligations and responsibilities, but we'll see each other soon...ish. When I'm not stressing her out with my lameness, we're very happy together.
This is a transitional period for me, which makes it hard to talk about. It's the end of my student days (getting a PhD now is looking rather unlikely), and I have nothing lined up job-wise (am seriously considering programming). That's scary as hell. As well as saying bye to my student days, more and more friends have gone onto other things, like Hollie who's away for over a year. I've just moved house to live with Mahinda for a couple of months. Although I intend to get another one with Sam from September, like the job that has not been sorted out yet. In short, the future scares me and at some point I know I am going to have to face it and start manning up and realising my potential.
Oh, yes. I almost forgot the actual thing I had intended to be my post here. Just a dream I had this morning, while exhausted and trying to get up to go into work. I was on my way to work, when I realised I didn't know where I was. Ah. I had gone too far, I was almost in town. Ah. Wait. How did I get here? I remember being in bed, trying to work up the energy to get up. And now I am here. I don't remember getting up, or showering, or getting dressed, or leaving the house. What the hell is going on...?
And then I woke up. And when I did go into work I missed my turning from the Kingsway onto Moseley Rd, and consistently failed from then on to follow my intended routes into uni, trying to go West but never West enough.
Sadly, I just cannot bring myself to go into great detail about the many things that have happened, or are happening, or will happen shortly. There's just so much.
But, hmm, I'll see what I can do just to start things off with.
First, yes, Zippy :) We've been going out over 4 months now, and things are pretty good. Since she's a young'un (20...) she's down in London for the summer right now deluged by obligations and responsibilities, but we'll see each other soon...ish. When I'm not stressing her out with my lameness, we're very happy together.
This is a transitional period for me, which makes it hard to talk about. It's the end of my student days (getting a PhD now is looking rather unlikely), and I have nothing lined up job-wise (am seriously considering programming). That's scary as hell. As well as saying bye to my student days, more and more friends have gone onto other things, like Hollie who's away for over a year. I've just moved house to live with Mahinda for a couple of months. Although I intend to get another one with Sam from September, like the job that has not been sorted out yet. In short, the future scares me and at some point I know I am going to have to face it and start manning up and realising my potential.
Oh, yes. I almost forgot the actual thing I had intended to be my post here. Just a dream I had this morning, while exhausted and trying to get up to go into work. I was on my way to work, when I realised I didn't know where I was. Ah. I had gone too far, I was almost in town. Ah. Wait. How did I get here? I remember being in bed, trying to work up the energy to get up. And now I am here. I don't remember getting up, or showering, or getting dressed, or leaving the house. What the hell is going on...?
And then I woke up. And when I did go into work I missed my turning from the Kingsway onto Moseley Rd, and consistently failed from then on to follow my intended routes into uni, trying to go West but never West enough.
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